Ever have an ex and still have relations with him even after? And know that he's been hooking up with other girls but still make excuses for him? Thinking that 'he's just helping her because she's really drunk'.
Okay.
That's fucking sad. If I saw another girl deal with shit like I have, I'd slap her crisscrossed and tell her that's this isn't all its cracked out to be.
I'd tell her reality's a bitch and people are going to shit all over you, but like everyone else, you deal with it.